"I wanna go home".
It’s hard to breathe
Tears fall from my eyes
Constant discomfort and deep pain inside my soul
Why did I make this? What inside forced me?
I don’t fucking want to keep doing this
[I feel like everything is going down, slowly
Again, again, and again…]
Every time everything seemed wrong
I’d come back to her, but now…
I just can’t hug her and forget the day
For now I’d like to be with you
Together, we’ll stay
Together, we’ll stay
Together, we’ll stay
Together, we’ll stay
(Will this even have a meaning for you?)
Meaningless. Right here. I’m still here. Lights are everywhere. They deafen the bricks of madness. Meaningless. They deafen my senses. Drowning in turbulent stares. Drowning I am
Shrine, you were.
“After testing his knife with her, he calls for help in the hope of saving the girl in time. He laments. Though the help would come accompanied by his final trial.”
The Child calls for an ambulance, and longs to be with her again. He really wishes, with the most profound sadness, that he had never done this. But once the ambulance takes the girl, the police arrives too. The Child passes away due to the shock.
This song emerged from the pain I felt while creating the work when I was in the deepest point. It was a self-imposed burden, but I was truly living unhappily and wanted everything to stop.
Years ago, when everything was happening with that girl – years before starting this project –, I fantasized about composing a conceptual piece similar to The Wall. I suppose that, as time went by, I wasn't disappointed.
This song serves a purpose very similar, almost identical, to what 'Stop' does in The Wall.